"we are motionless"

Layoffs

The third wave of layoffs hit finally.

Goodbye sense of security.

Though I must admit it took a lot longer then expected, so I am glad for that. But it's frightening when you see people you were talking to just days ago disappear from the office.

Next time it could be me.

I'd be lying if I said I wasn't terrified inside. The feeling of anxiety has never really left me. Do I need this job? Hell yes. But really, who doesn't need their job?

There's no use in just siting around worrying. If it happens, it happens. But I'm not about to let my work ethics be a reason for them to let me go. If I'm going down, I'm going down with a fight.

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28 October 2009 10:51:00 AM


"this time is ours"
"Here's what I think, Mr. Wind-Up Bird," said May Kasahara. "Everybody's born with some different thing at the core of their existence. And that thing, whatever it is, becomes like a heat source that runs each person from the inside. I have one too, of course. Like everybody else. But sometimes it gets out of hand. It swells or shrinks inside me, and it shakes me up. What I'd really like to do is find a way to communicate that feeling to another person. But I can't seem to do it. They just don't get it. Of course, the problem could be that I'm not explaining it very well, but I think it's because they're not listening very well. They pretend to be listening, but they're not, really. So I get worked up sometimes, and I do some crazy things."



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