"we are motionless"

chipper

It's weird. I should be depressed now that it's finals week. There is a ninety nine percent chance I will do bad on my physics exam seeing how I know nothing. My trip to New York is plagued with ghosts of Christmas past. I haven't eaten a decent meal for the past two weeks because of my stupid decision to conform to modern society. And I no longer have a fun Christmas party to look forward to.

Any person who knows me well knows that I stress out fairly easy. So the combination of these simple things should have me on the edge right now, staring down uneasily as I walk across the tightrope of life. And I am stressed or at least I was. Just a couple days ago I was really down but now I'm feeling oddly calm.

In fact, I'm in a rather good mood today; despite my physics teacher confirming that I know nothing with the review he gave for the final. Darn you optimism. Why are you so content with life right now?! It makes no sense.

In any case. A summary of my life as of now. Study, work, chores, study. Recycle, reuse and repeat. It's not terribly exciting, most of my life isn't, but that's quite alright with me. I'll just make sure my future is 100x more exciting to make up for lost time. ;)!

Gosh. My ungrounded enthusiasm irks me. I need to get out of my house. I think all this being holed up in my room is finally getting to me.

In other news things like this make me happy.


Can you name them all: Because gamers are cool like that.

I love how like forty percent of the pictures are Street Fighter characters. I know that SF is pretty much the reason why fighter games are so big but because I used to play so much Mortal Kombat as a kid I'm kinda sad that they didn't at least have Subzero or some "Get Over Here!!!" representin'. Just saying, I'm a sucker for them fatalities. And they have Donkey Kong on here but no Link or Mario? Sadness! But the artist did a great job nonetheless! I only missed two but in my defense I haven't played Killzone or God of War before. And I'm sure at this point people who don't game think I'm just spewing a whole bunch of nonsense, which I am to some degree. Ah well, time to find a copy of GoW to see what all the fuss is about.

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15 December 2009 1:31:00 PM


"this time is ours"
"Here's what I think, Mr. Wind-Up Bird," said May Kasahara. "Everybody's born with some different thing at the core of their existence. And that thing, whatever it is, becomes like a heat source that runs each person from the inside. I have one too, of course. Like everybody else. But sometimes it gets out of hand. It swells or shrinks inside me, and it shakes me up. What I'd really like to do is find a way to communicate that feeling to another person. But I can't seem to do it. They just don't get it. Of course, the problem could be that I'm not explaining it very well, but I think it's because they're not listening very well. They pretend to be listening, but they're not, really. So I get worked up sometimes, and I do some crazy things."



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