"we are motionless"

a shadow in the corner

Whenever you think you've moved on, life hands you a paper telling you just how wrong you are.

The anxiety's returned, to haunt me in all it's glory. I guess I always figured it would come back sooner or later, after all, the period of peace can only last for so long. The one thing I've worked so hard to overcome is the one thing I can never get rid of. I can't help but wonder how long in the future it'll be before I actually make progress, or even feel like I'm making progress. Maybe I'll never get over it. Probably not. But the thought of that scares me more then anything else.

Endure a little longer and it will go away. It always does.

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16 July 2010 1:15:00 PM


"this time is ours"
"Here's what I think, Mr. Wind-Up Bird," said May Kasahara. "Everybody's born with some different thing at the core of their existence. And that thing, whatever it is, becomes like a heat source that runs each person from the inside. I have one too, of course. Like everybody else. But sometimes it gets out of hand. It swells or shrinks inside me, and it shakes me up. What I'd really like to do is find a way to communicate that feeling to another person. But I can't seem to do it. They just don't get it. Of course, the problem could be that I'm not explaining it very well, but I think it's because they're not listening very well. They pretend to be listening, but they're not, really. So I get worked up sometimes, and I do some crazy things."



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