"we are motionless"

i'm not sure why

It's crazy how fast the day flies by once school begins. Everyday I wake up only to find that the sun has already set and it's time to ship off to bed once again. Sometimes I can't help but wish I had the ability just to slow life just a bit.

For some reason it reminds me of when I was a kid, back when I used to live in Colorado. I would always pop the screen off my room window and climb out onto the windowsill just to sit and stare up at the stars. Even though I was terrified of heights it was always worth the risk.

Looking back this memory really has nothing to do with what I was talking about earlier, haha. But I guess we all know by now how weird my brain seems to be.

I'm not sure why but after writing this post I feel a lot better now. Perhaps it's because I've realized there really is no reason not to be happy. After all, life is full of so many good memories such as these, and so many more opportunities to create memories better than these.

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25 September 2010 9:49:00 PM


"this time is ours"
"Here's what I think, Mr. Wind-Up Bird," said May Kasahara. "Everybody's born with some different thing at the core of their existence. And that thing, whatever it is, becomes like a heat source that runs each person from the inside. I have one too, of course. Like everybody else. But sometimes it gets out of hand. It swells or shrinks inside me, and it shakes me up. What I'd really like to do is find a way to communicate that feeling to another person. But I can't seem to do it. They just don't get it. Of course, the problem could be that I'm not explaining it very well, but I think it's because they're not listening very well. They pretend to be listening, but they're not, really. So I get worked up sometimes, and I do some crazy things."



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