My dear blog of insanity, how I miss you so. Fear not little one, I have not forgotten you for a moment. Life has just had me momentarily detained. Unfortunately, that is all going to come to an end rather soon. The good and the bad.

As if the usual bout of unearthly existence isn't good enough, this summer has been mindblowingly surreal. The things I accomplished, the places I went and the people I have gotten to know. Words can't even begin to describe. I guess it's much like how the Miku concert was, on a grander scale.

I've spent a lot of this summer thinking about my future. About work, family and life in general. I guess it's natural given the circumstances of this whole internship ordeal. Sadly it has not made my view of the world any clearer then it was before. If anything, it seems to have muddled my thoughts to a point where I've lost the ability to properly articulate what I'm thinking. In retrospect I don't think I ever really had that ability in the first place. I most likely just deluded myself into thinking so. Haha.

But yes. I am beginning to ramble. I feel like I've been doing that a lot this summer. Perhaps even the last twenty two years of my life. Who knows. I swear I'm not crazy. Perhaps a bit tired though. I took a nap today though and I finished the Wind-Up Bird Chronicles. Maybe that's why. Hm.