"we are motionless"

surprisingly so

At long last the anxiety has lifted. I only wish that other life dilemmas could be so easily resolve with effective conversations and good will. It would be a lie to say that the experience didn't hurt but I must say I'm feeling much better about everything now that it's all over. It's difficult to push forward when you don't know where you're going. And despite the destination not being my top choice I am relieved that the journey can finally begin.

Not to mention I've been feeling rather inspired lately. To write, to paint. Perhaps it's because I've been bottling up my emotions for the past few months I'm searching for some sort of creative outlet. Regardless, I can't wait until break begins so I can utilize my time to the fullest.

But until then, study time!

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13 December 2011 9:44:00 AM


"this time is ours"
"Here's what I think, Mr. Wind-Up Bird," said May Kasahara. "Everybody's born with some different thing at the core of their existence. And that thing, whatever it is, becomes like a heat source that runs each person from the inside. I have one too, of course. Like everybody else. But sometimes it gets out of hand. It swells or shrinks inside me, and it shakes me up. What I'd really like to do is find a way to communicate that feeling to another person. But I can't seem to do it. They just don't get it. Of course, the problem could be that I'm not explaining it very well, but I think it's because they're not listening very well. They pretend to be listening, but they're not, really. So I get worked up sometimes, and I do some crazy things."



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