"we are motionless"

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For the past two weeks I've been having extremely vivid dreams at night. Each one about different things, with different people. Typically I would find this invigorating, being able to remember so much of my brain's attempt to sort through the mind's information. But it has been such an exhausting process. Waking up in the middle of the night, falling back asleep, entering another dream, it's becoming difficult to shake off the feelings of fatigue.

I guess it has been awhile since I've been so stressed out. I don't imagine the amount of caffeine I have been consuming has helped much.

But it is okay. Take a deep breath. Because I'm not afraid of a challenge.

Let's do this, and let's do it right.

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03 February 2012 11:59:00 AM


"this time is ours"
"Here's what I think, Mr. Wind-Up Bird," said May Kasahara. "Everybody's born with some different thing at the core of their existence. And that thing, whatever it is, becomes like a heat source that runs each person from the inside. I have one too, of course. Like everybody else. But sometimes it gets out of hand. It swells or shrinks inside me, and it shakes me up. What I'd really like to do is find a way to communicate that feeling to another person. But I can't seem to do it. They just don't get it. Of course, the problem could be that I'm not explaining it very well, but I think it's because they're not listening very well. They pretend to be listening, but they're not, really. So I get worked up sometimes, and I do some crazy things."



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