Hah! It's funny.  I think at times people who read this blog must wonder, just how many mood swings I can get in a year.  From happy to sad, sad to happy, the posts jump this way and that.  I guess perhaps if I blogged on a more consistent basis these sudden shifts in mood wouldn't be so drastic.  But alas, that's simply a luxury I am unwilling to pursue.

I think in the past week I have I gone from extremely disappointed, to feelings of elation and back down to not knowing what the hell I am doing.  I guess this surge of emotions has become a daily nor in the life of this crazy narrator.

There are times where I wish I could really sit down and explain to people why my emotions work this way.  Why it is that I can be so content and so unsatisfied at the same time.  But you see, I just don't think that would be possible.  It would be like solving the mysteries of being human in one go.  Admittedly, it would make life quite a deal simpler.

I have some inklings as to the source of my current discomfort.  But as for a possible remedy, the jury is still out.

Of course, how does one fix a lifetime of insecurities?  It's quite easy, I hear.  You just go to the magical confidence store and buy a lifetime supply of Serum 192: Love Thyself.  I guess I better start saving up.